Out of My Mind

The other day I decided to soak my tired snow-shoveling muscles (yes, there’s already snow here) in a nice hot bath before bed. Settling in to the water, I was thinking about how Adamus said a while back that “I will celebrate with you, I will dance and drink with you till the early morning hours, when you stop thinking.” “So,” I said out loud, “Are you gonna show up tonight?” The reply was immediate. “If you actually stop thinking, I will most definitely show myself to you,” he said. “But you won’t recognize me.” Oh really…?

So… how do I stop thinking? My mind went round with that for a bit, having as much fun as a dog trying to catch its tail. “Get into your body,” I told myself. So I closed my eyes, focused on my body, the warm water, and breathing deeply. My mind began to lose focus and wander off on some rambling exploration I don’t quite remember.